{"id":9486,"date":"2016-04-19T16:51:43","date_gmt":"2016-04-19T14:51:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mono-2de-217"},"modified":"2016-04-19T16:51:43","modified_gmt":"2016-04-19T14:51:43","slug":"hilfe-tortured-artist-seeks-aid-to-feel-more-inadequate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/2016\/04\/19\/hilfe-tortured-artist-seeks-aid-to-feel-more-inadequate\/","title":{"rendered":"Hilfe! &#8220;Tortured Artist Seeks Aid To Feel More Inadequate!&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote>\n<p>I identify with the core concept of the tortured artist \u2014 the artist who is constantly suffering due to frustrations with art and other people \u2014 but I think I would be able to do a much better job if I had better resources.<br \/>I truly believe I would feel much more alienated and misunderstood if I could operate within a better financial framework. I have already tried smoking, sexual frustration, professional envy, heartbreak, and an array of other overwhelming emotions and inner conflicts \u2014 but I have truly failed due to the lack of a proper budget.<br \/>Being narcissistic and extraverted, but also self-loathing and introverted, is quite a personal and monetary challenge. Even self-mutilation and attempted suicide would be much more effective if I could afford the right tools.<\/p>\n<p>A fully funded tortured artist is a truly productive tortured artist. Help me help myself feel more inadequate! It is an investment in me and in the future of society. Thank you.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><center><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/c1.iggcdn.com\/indiegogo-media-prod-cld\/image\/upload\/c_fill,f_auto,h_440,w_704\/v1461066425\/mtgmcqfyubz3qxmrlj1r.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" \/><\/center><\/p>\n<blockquote>\n<p>(I will be truly miserable if this campaign fails.)<\/p>\n<p>(I will be truly miserable if this campaign succeeds.)<\/p>\n<p>(There is no other world. Nor even this one. What, then, is there?)<\/p>\n<p>(I completely <a href=\"http:\/\/www.theguardian.com\/music\/2015\/jul\/21\/lydia-lunch-no-wave-music-writing-workshop\" rel=\"noopener\">disagree<\/a> with Lydia Lunch.)<\/p>\n<p>(I must fear. Fear is the mind-cleaner.)<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.generosity.com\/fundraising\/tortured-artist-seeks-aid-to-feel-more-inadequate\/x\/3163367\">Link<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I identify with the core concept of the tortured artist \u2014 the artist who is constantly suffering due to frustrations with art and other people \u2014 but I think I would be able to do a much better job if I had better resources.I truly believe I would feel much more alienated and misunderstood if &#8230; <a title=\"Hilfe! &#8220;Tortured Artist Seeks Aid To Feel More Inadequate!&#8221;\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/2016\/04\/19\/hilfe-tortured-artist-seeks-aid-to-feel-more-inadequate\/\">Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"koromo_page_header":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9486","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-deutsches-blog","koromo-columns","tablet-grid-50","mobile-grid-100","grid-parent","grid-50"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/post\/9486","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/post"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9486"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/post\/9486\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/monochrom.at\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}